tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-55934112011-12-02T03:02:26.093-08:00erainnoreply@blogger.comBlogger441100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-22829380806058086852007-04-03T17:38:00.000-07:002007-04-03T17:48:57.105-07:00

overloomin stress my new bed i bought five months ago was infested with bed bugs .... as of now i feel like strangling my own neck.... my sweetheart is off for another of his reservist trip to taiwan ...avent seen him in the lasat 9 days and wont be seeing him for another ten days... if dat couldnt be more excruciating eh..... these bugs are crawling and making a wonderful niche in my room and

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-83396416667149652452007-03-21T22:20:00.000-07:002007-03-21T22:34:12.724-07:00

i find this to be rather disturbing, if u ask me, writin an essay have become a chore instead....i used to write hassle - free , words flowing out nowhere and pen them down with no problems wotsoever... yet, now, im tryin to gripe for the better and proper werd , getting all vexed up fr no reasons.... all the creative juices seems to run dry ..... i blame it solely on my big fat lazy bum .... or

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-60432612588391681512007-03-14T23:50:00.001-07:002007-03-14T23:50:32.493-07:00

u noe wot dame. sumtimes i reckon instead of questionin and tryin to find some solid reasons to justify any of these and even denial itself would prove to be infuriating at the end of the day... so in all these years i been smart enough to ignore the Obvious questions and jz leave them lingering with their own thots and pursue for wotever conclusion they choose to make... if u ask me... im tellin

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-9214092039818166762007-03-14T00:37:00.001-07:002007-03-14T00:37:41.951-07:00

its been a while and i miss writing :)

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1165285437887586632006-12-04T18:16:00.000-08:002006-12-04T18:23:57.910-08:00

When I first held you I was coldA melting snowman I was toldBut there was no-one there to holdBefore I swore that I would be alone forever moreWow, look at you nowFlowers in the windowIts such a lovely dayAnd Im glad that you feel the samecos to stand up Im in the crowdYou are one in a millionAnd I love you so lets watch the flowers growThere is no reason to feel badBut there are many seasons to

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1162798224174877862006-11-05T23:28:00.000-08:002006-12-04T18:28:45.596-08:00

heys... will be off soon so its like wot 12 or 11 days more to go .... sheez im goin insane with anxiety .... cant believe its so soon but i cant wait, excitment does brew on the inside!!

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1161151091746092412006-10-17T21:20:00.000-07:002006-10-17T22:58:12.220-07:00

i am aware tat the big day is gonna cum by sooner den i thot ... for starters ...dint even felt ramadhan leaving ... its a week to the festive season ... and den three weeks later ... im makin this major transition in my life .. .wich i ave to admit i am starting to anticipate and will soon make its way...lookin forward mostly to our mini trip after dat and spend quality time together .... sheez

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1158908614683084092006-09-21T23:54:00.001-07:002006-09-22T00:16:24.786-07:00

*Listning to: Trust me - They Fraycurrent fave track i ave to admit jz luv this song super much ..... Looking for something I've never seenAlone and I'm in betweenThe place that I'm from and the place that I'm inA city I never beenI found a friend or should I say a foeSaid there's a few things you should knowWe don't want you to see we come and we goHere today, gone tomorrow its been lala land at

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1158554468479484162006-09-17T21:21:00.000-07:002006-09-17T22:06:06.776-07:00

i sprained slash swollen my foot over the weekend ... dat will teach me not to run for the phone in my kain ... wot was i tinkin? well aside tat .... today marks 60 more days .... many issues are unavoidable, many fites are inevitable...hardships is juz another obligation its becumin harder to escape the obvious ... tryin to run away and evadin the issue ..sumtin i ave done all my life ave becum

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1156811018716953082006-08-28T17:15:00.000-07:002006-08-28T17:23:38.726-07:00

well i ave to confessdat i ave cum to resent the exact same path dat ive been walkin for the past year already .... wich is making two years almost......well u noe hw the people recommend change strongly....well i am one of those individual who wouldnt mind taking a different route than the one she takes on every other day so onli that she can see if the grass is indeed greener on the other side.

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1156727954578433482006-08-27T17:53:00.000-07:002006-08-27T18:20:58.206-07:00

i realised that this is indeed an instituion of learning....but if they've got to blocked out every damn source of interactivity.... well wots the purpose of creatin one aite?bizarre...well i noe and im blardy aware of that !!! Zul,Lynn and my other fellow mates, sadly, instant mesaging and any other form that represents instant messaging have been blocked by the server....and dun ask me why....

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1155881596175939382006-08-17T22:50:00.000-07:002006-08-17T23:14:33.226-07:00

so she ponders if its resentment tat ave been empowering her soul these days.....cant seem to move forward or back .... so she lulls in the void....wondering if this phase will eventually leave her be....... im tired! ....exhausted! she claimed.......everyone jz tryin to push the envelope....wonderin if the tip of the iceberg will eventually make way and collapsed.......at the expense of others

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1155697860323376882006-08-15T19:57:00.000-07:002006-08-15T20:11:00.333-07:00

u noe wot he told me... he dun understand hw i can go about my daily life readin bout other ppl... ppl i dun even noe nor met all my life.... hw can tat be interesting..... hmmm makes u wonder den hw noseyour community are and we thrive on our boring studded life presumin tat its fun so we put out on wot we call a blog.... well im no exception......heeheh he said.... read the news. for God's sake

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1154402978263528362006-07-31T20:22:00.000-07:002006-07-31T20:29:38.310-07:00

the routine ..day in and day out...wakes up at 6 ...gets ready for work ....reached school, enter staffroom .. greets everyone...switches on my pc... switches on pcs in classes....switches on copier....put on water to boil for coffee.....goes back to pc ..... login to email .... login to work mail.....browse thru email....browse thru work mail...nothin to read on as usual....hot water boiled....

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1153703783821787122006-07-23T18:13:00.000-07:002006-07-23T19:54:46.300-07:00

cant believe the last time i posted was at least two mths ago... i noe i noe...anyways...holidays had given me the opportunity to take my time with my preparation and its movin with such grace progression and im anticipating and prayin that everytin goes well on that day...:p

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1148956961796896402006-05-29T19:30:00.000-07:002006-05-29T19:47:27.540-07:00

well not sure if the weekend had been a blast...if u ask me...parents were outta town and me other lads are pretty much doin about nuting ...so leavin me to my sanctuary and pretty much by myself but engulfed still with countless and endless chores at home no thanks to my useless ever so endearing lads of mine... So unoe wot I mean... but on top of all the shits tat indeed happened... Strange

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1148350117437374832006-05-22T19:01:00.000-07:002006-05-22T19:08:37.446-07:00

sometimes my life presents me with a strings of events dat takes on my one after another with never ending issues to touch on...... well time takes on ur life as much too...unknowingly.....its almost 5more months to the big day and i cant help but wonder bout this major steep step i be undertakin in months to cum...the risks, the commitment .... its impractically foolish to believe that marriage

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1147925483997224532006-05-17T21:06:00.000-07:002006-05-17T23:06:40.210-07:00

if stunnin isnt the werd ... den i cant seem to fit the perfect vocab to it.....my dearest cuz settled down last weekend.....well anyways babes hope your blessed with boundless of joy and luv in your life to come ..... be strong and ave faith in all u do aite, will miz u yah

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1147226641362937862006-05-09T18:31:00.000-07:002006-05-09T19:12:37.400-07:00

Sumtyms it feels lyk as if der isn't enuf in my life to add on to the many cliche issues tat coulda happen to any other 23 (almost 23) year olds….i beg to differ, mind u, im exhausted and im amaze by the very fact tat Ive yet to even cum close to breakin down , u noe?... Ppl ard u whom u seeked in ur ups and downs sumtimes seems to fail u... Dun let me get started on the obvious souls dat are

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1143096461508147202006-03-22T22:42:00.000-08:002006-03-22T22:47:41.520-08:00

who woulda guess tat the phone call my mum made to me had caused rather a major blow uponed me..... feels like no one could even cum close to comprehendin this disappointment tat dawned on me ritefully after the phone call... i tried n failed , tried and fail, tried and fail again.....its like i dun even noe wot else should i pursue for ... its like i presume i should take sum time to tink before

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1140139460014478342006-02-16T17:16:00.001-08:002006-02-16T17:24:20.023-08:00

if it aint stress den i cant comprehend desember wots makin me feelin so exasperated and anxious, well preperations are on a smooth pace but equipped with lil or no knowledge at all is priti much puttin me off with exhaustion, theres too much to do and too much to settle , too many committmets dat requires adaptin to, new roles to take on, too many ppl takin an exit on u and dat u cum to realise

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1139551914615205222006-02-09T22:11:00.000-08:002006-02-09T22:11:54.626-08:00

I noe I noe , updating isn’t the thing dat is really my thing dis days, but den yet again who cares, the preparations are grooving in full swing, well at least that’s wot I thot, gee its not gonna be the easy and I for one blardy as hell am aware of that, im gonna screw up my papers, I just noe it, and on top of tat bein the only person from my side whos involve in the preparation, I reckon I

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1133147037123208652005-11-27T19:02:00.000-08:002005-11-27T19:03:57.133-08:00

*listening to Chantel KreviazukAvent heard dis one for so long..... nevertheless.....the weekend been hell of hectic, i eventually made my way for the EOYB at the British club...cuzzie drive the four of us there all tanks to the Street Directory...well All Hail The Street Directory and ave proved to us dat street directories are worth countin on after allthe food was great ..... unexpectedly the

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1130205915933582492005-10-24T19:00:00.000-07:002005-10-24T19:05:15.940-07:00

if perpetual mundaness isnt the werd ...den i cant seem to reach out for the perfect vocabulary....yeah yeah ive lost my real gist to write...seems lyk those juicy words choose to just pertain and stay within my thots wich make me feel rather frustrated more than ever obviously bcoz i find dat saying sumtin outloud isnt quite my forte...confrontin a problem isnt quite my cup of tea...sumtin u

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1129870383516048292005-10-20T21:45:00.000-07:002005-10-20T21:55:54.540-07:00

You can’t manufacture a miracleThe silence was pitiful that day.And love is getting too cynicalPassion's just physical these daysYou analyse everyone you meetBut get no sign the loving kindEvery night you admit defeatAnd cry yourself blindIf you can't wake up in the morningCause your bed lies vacant at nightIf you're lost, hurt, tired or lonelyCan't control it, try as you mightMay you find that

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1129167004639634252005-10-12T18:29:00.000-07:002005-10-12T18:30:04.643-07:00

i ave been obviously truncated off from writin avent i?where ave the time gone indeed is sumtin ive questioned myself ever so often.... as usual.... rantings as alwiz....dearie cuzzie eventually got engaged durin her short-wanna-impressed-future-in-laws, wich she did...and dat was it....she touched down aite back here and the last ting i heard with out a doubt....distictly...im engaged!a $700

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1127358148885219392005-09-21T19:58:00.000-07:002005-09-21T20:02:28.893-07:00

ola dammythe day dat was anticipated with such dread and with major preparation for the past weeks eventually came by like a breeze .... and before u noe it everytin was priti much over..... todae im practically bearin the lethargy of yest occasion dat was indeed beatiful..... and with all the alcohol induced colleuges of mine, i made my home rite after da event .... choosin not to stray ard der

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1126744316598301732005-09-14T17:10:00.000-07:002005-09-14T19:58:07.673-07:00

Daniel Powter: U had a bad dayPlayWhere is the moment when we need it the mostYou kick up the leaves and the magic is lost They tell me your blue sky’s faded to grey They tell me your passion’s gone away And I don’t need no carrying on Stand in the line just ahead of the law You’re faking a smile with the coffee you go You tell me your life’s been way off line You’re falling to pieces everytime

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1126572818461644162005-09-12T17:50:00.000-07:002005-09-12T17:53:38.466-07:00

ola dame...if lethargy isnt wot it is...den i cant seem to pick out the perfect vocab for dis perpetuating sleepiness and drowsiness...i seem to be lost, well dats wot kymaree say...heheheh i reckon due to a lil but of dat werk load wich is not much for the record bt since the annual art exhibition in my skewl is due nex week so i suppose tings are gonna get hectic u noe? well im expected to be

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1126166025798407072005-09-08T00:45:00.000-07:002005-09-08T00:53:45.803-07:00

ola dammy im just hangin in ere till my cuzzie cums swingin by(cuzzie...where i get these werds from?!!) i noE! anyways...speakin of being bored extremely, well i dint get to tell much bout me trip dat dae.... the trip as said was teriffic....and very chaotic if u asked me ....an addition of two of people whose brain parallel each other insanity....hmmm i ave to say...dey just make u even more

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1125982724976240272005-09-05T21:57:00.000-07:002005-09-05T21:58:44.980-07:00

and so im back from my very short ....all exhausting yet one of those sweet memories i wish to cherish in my life anyways.... the trip was teriffic .....more den great....i put up pic wen sab put up the pics:p

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1125632551312814682005-09-01T20:38:00.000-07:002005-09-01T20:42:31.320-07:00

ola dammy, as of now the template is jz perfect aint it i noe! i even put on links to see thier videos i noe tell me bout.... its been a while since i last revamp it.....since im priti much losin my touch and wot u usually know as interest forgetbout it....dull fri if u asked me....i reckon the onli ting im lookin forward to is tonite....my dad eventually relent to another one of my million

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1124852161200441142005-08-23T19:48:00.000-07:002005-08-23T19:56:58.646-07:00

hmmm cant figure if its the best bdae treat ever bt never had i even cum close to imagine dat tings turn out as sweet as i least expect it to be....my dear boss and colleagues wen all out at the expense of me....making coffee and sum chocolate cake , infact they got me a gift , its llike a fun filled all chocolate experience , if u noe wot i mean....anyways....topped wif a surprised ice cream

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1122448223881333082005-07-27T00:08:00.000-07:002005-07-27T00:10:23.886-07:00

just wen the world dawned on me and turned its faceden i see ugreetin me with such gracei wonder silently if u came by as the prayer bein answeredor cross path we had , and truth tat hath been entangle in such hazebcame clearedjust wen the world dawned on me and turned its faceden i see yougreetin me with such gracesimplicity of smile hath cum to me eventuallylaughter dat seemed ever so far away

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1122358106494005272005-07-25T22:50:00.000-07:002005-07-25T23:20:57.213-07:00

hmmm ola monseiur dammy...i wonder alwiz wen im at the expense of my frustration i find it rather hard to penn down dis simple tots dat ave obviously invaded my peace of mind...if u ask me...i reckon it happen to any other pre adulthood staged ppl(is der such a ting even forgetbout it * shrugs her shoulder)...well if u ask me ... i reckon there cum a time in a girl's life, where choice bcums

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1119155112136220502005-06-18T21:20:00.000-07:002005-06-18T21:25:12.140-07:00

as much as i rant day in and day out bout my perpetual neevr endin issues wif my life and al lads all ard me.... i reckon i suddeenly am swept wif a strange kinda of answer dat seems more den obvious.... well the ans were in front of me for starters, i suppose being adamant and choosin to turn away from the answers ave caused me to grive with such pain and suddenly i feel a lil revived todae.....

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1118993177884779332005-06-17T00:22:00.000-07:002005-06-17T00:26:18.063-07:00

well i cant b certain if im lookin forward to dis term break, long term break infact , or is it jz a dread if u ask me its a bit of both....im tired and the break shall ave a purpose bt ironically hows it a break wen im attainin more stress wen im at home....gee dats the contradiction of life dat im tryin to comprehend....u noe wot dammy, im exhausted n very tired... y ave i been unable to find a

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1118764718211079802005-06-14T08:37:00.000-07:002005-06-14T09:02:04.150-07:00

the exact definition of dysfunctionality...is mmore of impaired or abnormal functionin bt of coz for instances in wich der are many bt mainly wen the sole provider choose nt to provide whilst the sole giver isnt givin much derfore wif all the proper sources combined they ave planned to incorporate a wonderful successful ... wot u kol dat....sumtin with regards to a sweet niche...yeah yeah wotever

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1118562299104071432005-06-12T00:24:00.000-07:002005-06-12T00:48:43.900-07:00

hmmm jz wen the hue of of surge to write cums flowin in... dats wen my sheer stupidty ave to strike and pull the blardy lapotop closer to me resulting in the modem cable to be plucked out..... speakin of wich ... i cldnt be aving a more restrainin feelin dat can be more overwhelmed den todae.... my dear... plz dun be mistaken by presumin dat jz bcoz i choose to pen down my thots dun exactly

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1117067397761886732005-05-25T17:24:00.000-07:002005-05-25T17:29:57.766-07:00

well yest is me sweetheart bdae...im glad dat he like wotever i bought him damon..... well it was realli nutin and base of all hes happi and dats wots impt aite?hmmm i cant help it dammy.... every time i glance over my old peepz i cant help bt seems to see an obvious line dat seperates us and dey reflect wot i was and certainly not wot i am now.... ayefor certain tings ave remained wot dey were n

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1116488101556817892005-05-19T00:25:00.000-07:002005-05-19T00:35:01.993-07:00

so dearie dammyim waitin to get home... ive done all my werk oops i forgot one... i check on dis later... so the bugger(me for the record) ave decided to rekindled her lost ties wif her frens all of a sudden .... hmm dun ask me why... jz suddenly feel and wondered where dey ave been or more of where iave been forget bout it.... i reckon i wnt deny the fact tat ive been keepin myself away for too

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1116392925737320552005-05-17T22:02:00.000-07:002005-05-17T22:08:45.743-07:00

ave i decided to name u damon?well pakcik dun ask y... my old journal was damon so forget bout it....well aside the fact im feelin rather bummed.... not onli for the fact im jz a lil affected by yest bt the usual damon i ave a million tots cloudin my impecabbly small mind.... its a no wonder ppl ave either refered to me as naive, ignorant or jz pure stupidity.....it is true aint it wen i try to

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1114484635774579102005-04-25T20:02:00.000-07:002005-04-25T20:03:55.776-07:00

i cant believe the fact dat my blog still exist check out the last time i wrote in i noe tell me bout it ... gee dis is quite impressive u noewell i tend not to start bloggin again bt as usual need my usual dosage to vent my frustrationaside the fact dat todae is secretary day yeay:pi blog in again to revamp ere aite

erainnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5593411.post-1058578930548402192003-07-18T18:42:00.000-07:002003-07-18T18:44:19.530-07:00

i dint noe reading other ppl's blog could be extremely adictive ... i've been doing juz dat for the lyk the past two weeks .... i seriusly dint figure i ave a softspot to indulge into a stranger's personal life , in whic i ave not the slightest clue bout his or her wherebout... Seriusly hows dat entertaining? bt yah , dats wot i've been doin and to tink bout it i have another blog bt i decide to

erainnoreply@blogger.com0