Wednesday, March 21, 2007,10:20 PM
i find this to be rather disturbing, if u ask me, writin an essay have become a chore instead....i used to write hassle - free , words flowing out nowhere and pen them down with no problems wotsoever... yet, now, im tryin to gripe for the better and proper werd , getting all vexed up fr no reasons.... all the creative juices seems to run dry ..... i blame it solely on my big fat lazy bum .... or more on my blardy procrastinate-like-no-tmr idling brain.... i cum to a blank page...and i leave it blank..wondering what else can i relate from today ....wot else can be said....so instead of puttin in another 1% extra of hard werk into tinkin...i give up and presume... ohh not to werri , i'll write tmr ..... sheez .. and how i reckon i'll even cum close to doin well in my essay today.... i shld count myself lucky if i can sum up words of 250 even on the page u noe......but ere i am railing at my own actions .... yet deep deep ...even deeper down, there a tiny weeny drop of lite i called it the light of optimism....awaiting and hoping that wotever topic my dear lecturer decided to put out for today 2 hours paper...let it be sumthing i can safely say ..ive done dat .. and not merely rambling over sumting that i dun noe nutin about ... hell if i do tat ... its like swimmin in a sea of sharks mayne...not safe at all...but im certain ( or more of hopin), i'll be fine...well tats wot i tell myself constantlywish me luck!