flowersIntheWindow

Monday, August 28, 2006,5:15 PM

well i ave to confessdat i ave cum to resent the exact same path dat ive been walkin for the past year already .... wich is making two years almost......well u noe hw the people recommend change strongly....well i am one of those individual who wouldnt mind taking a different route than the one she takes on every other day so onli that she can see if the grass is indeed greener on the other side....breathin in different gushes of air...although the destination is still one n the same at the end of the day .. if u ask me....strangely ... i cant help it ... these bitterness ave rooted down to jus one person tat walked the same road with me day in day out and with her non-presence wich is obvious .. i cant help it but i do miss her ...... hopin to see u soon cuzzie

Sunday, August 27, 2006,5:53 PM

i realised that this is indeed an instituion of learning....but if they've got to blocked out every damn source of interactivity.... well wots the purpose of creatin one aite?
bizarre...well i noe and im blardy aware of that !!! Zul,Lynn and my other fellow mates, sadly, instant mesaging and any other form that represents instant messaging have been blocked by the server....and dun ask me why....shld i emphasise on the institution of learnin again....like they give a hoot about the werld dey are pritti much depriving wandering souls like me from.... i dun even wanna start on the limitations tat ave been imposed!i noe!

on a lighter note.... it marks 81 days to the big day dat im anticipating..... i had a blast for my 23rd bday ....... not any kinda major celebration in some high ranking club well its not even remotely close to that..... i have to admit....wich i wont deny isnt even pathetic....well dint i say the bday was a blast ...well it was....my all-sweet department....my faculty head baked a caramel choc cake topped with cream cheese frosting .... induced too much in coffee , chocolates and chocolate.... jz how i alwayz love my bdays to be like....all my closest frens ave kindly sent me bday msgs.... kecik treat me to even more cake ... cookies and mocha ice blended.......heheheh and the day marks an end with my sweetheart whom i adore with all my heart.... well i ave to say dammy, its been a long time since ive been happy, even for an hour let alone the whole day..... but dun u jz love bdays? *grinnin...... well i do

Thursday, August 17, 2006,10:50 PM

so she ponders if its resentment tat ave been empowering her soul these days.....cant seem to move forward or back .... so she lulls in the void....wondering if this phase will eventually leave her be....... im tired! ....exhausted! she claimed.......everyone jz tryin to push the envelope....wonderin if the tip of the iceberg will eventually make way and collapsed.......at the expense of others who continously bug her with their consistent whinings.... those tat came and became her pillow ...appear and disappear rite before her..... perhaps...she chose to let other presence seeped thru her mind....her sleep and even her dreams...she misses the simple life she had... i mean why shldnt she? hmmm i miss dat simple life too

Tuesday, August 15, 2006,7:57 PM

u noe wot he told me... he dun understand hw i can go about my daily life readin bout other ppl... ppl i dun even noe nor met all my life.... hw can tat be interesting..... hmmm makes u wonder den hw noseyour community are and we thrive on our boring studded life presumin tat its fun so we put out on wot we call a blog.... well im no exception......heeheh he said.... read the news. for God's sake.... theres a war dat is indeed goin on and the obvious feeble ppl goin thru oppresion.... heys i read dat too... jz to let u noe.... at times ... i reckon reading rite about aniting is like an escapade .... away from reality..hello fantasy