Monday, May 29, 2006,7:30 PM
well not sure if the weekend had been a blast...if u ask me...parents were outta town and me other lads are pretty much doin about nuting ...so leavin me to my sanctuary and pretty much by myself but engulfed still with countless and endless chores at home no thanks to my useless ever so endearing lads of mine... So unoe wot I mean... but on top of all the shits tat indeed happened... Strange enuf had a blast of a time with my bestfren...laughin bout nuting... contributing relentless thots and obviously ideas and personal experiences I must say to the ever best selling book of "why men lie and women cry"...by allan & babara pease...well ave to confess dat experiences are similar and almost relatively true...its like a spiritual connection all of a sudden….ha hah haahah
aside all of dat ...It made me realize and understand my other one better well perhaps…I dunno...Too much dwellin in my thots...I reckon no thanks to the contribution of a bad weekend eh?
Aving one of those days...where...as usual...Im lookin for sum passion in life wich I cant seem to find even at this moment... Not my family nor my job...Nuting ...na-ah ... Zilt if u ask me ... resulting in mua wakin up everyday to a void day in and day out... lethargy takin up mostly and feelin wasted is what makes up almost all of my emotions…..not very healthy for a gerl whos supposed to be euphoric bout her oncumin big day.. its like preparation is makin minor progress … movin at snail pace though its just 6 mths away ...hmmmm bt as usual the onli medium for me to relay to obviously ave a lot in his hand I must say...forgetbout it ... If u ask me ...im getting tired of myself too ...well im gone too