Thursday, February 16, 2006,5:16 PM
if it aint stress den i cant comprehend desember wots makin me feelin so exasperated and anxious, well preperations are on a smooth pace but equipped with lil or no knowledge at all is priti much puttin me off with exhaustion, theres too much to do and too much to settle , too many committmets dat requires adaptin to, new roles to take on, too many ppl takin an exit on u and dat u cum to realise tat u can be profoundly lonely even with the many ppl around u, writin ave obviously lost its rhythm, i dint do quite well for SAT wich proves to be a huger bummer for me since i screwd up mostly on my essay, surprising if u asked me, pms is takin its toll on me .... bearin every incessant pain n hopin for the day to end to quickly at times u noe wot desember, u just wish tat tings will pass by quickly so dat u dun ave to go thru every excruciating day wondering wen will dis ever end. bt ironically, the moment shall past and we would wanna relive the moment, haiz...live life to the fullest? another non-pragmatic principles wich ive never cum to practice forgetbout it , too much goes on for me and i soon will cum to a point dat i shall breath and wake upon mornin dat i dread and fear will cum and by then the one who ave cum to promise to take it all away , is soon gone not to reimbursed me fr my pain bt to willingly let me be part of it forgetbout it
my usual rantings, i ave to stop doin dis