Thursday, February 09, 2006,10:11 PM
I noe I noe , updating isn’t the thing dat is really my thing dis days, but den yet again who cares, the preparations are grooving in full swing, well at least that’s wot I thot, gee its not gonna be the easy and I for one blardy as hell am aware of that, im gonna screw up my papers, I just noe it, and on top of tat bein the only person from my side whos involve in the preparation, I reckon I will cum to the high tide when I will ave enuf, and tell myself forgetbout it, why bother aite?
However, irony strucks, I still would pursue for the one ting dat is driving me closer every day dat it made me realise tat tings are bound and obviously gonna be soooo different in a matter of months.
Terrified , indeed, nervous, hello! Which space land did u say u were fr? Im talking bout a life time commitment, trust me mate, it aint easy as how sum blardy coupledom thot it would be, this is wot dey say “ the reality shall sink in” perhaps by then u would cum to realise tat is isn’t just bout luv to bring and take u through every step of ur life, it isn’t bout givin up and claiming defeats in the eyes of a challenge, it isn’t about washin ur hands wen u tink u ave enuf, well its not anitin of dat, or is it?
This other road dat im bound to take in future , I be lyin if I tell u I aint scared, but its true im excited and anticipating such a reliving once in a lifetime experience, By God’s will if it is sumtin dat is good and rite for us, den perhaps those tat we wish for mite just cum true, one day, well perhaps.