Monday, October 24, 2005,7:00 PM
if perpetual mundaness isnt the werd ...den i cant seem to reach out for the perfect vocabulary....yeah yeah ive lost my real gist to write...seems lyk those juicy words choose to just pertain and stay within my thots wich make me feel rather frustrated more than ever obviously bcoz i find dat saying sumtin outloud isnt quite my forte...confrontin a problem isnt quite my cup of tea...sumtin u just cant comprehend ppl could we?....we mite be comfortable,infact it isnt a privilege ...its more den a consolation for everytin dat was given yet...wen we start yearnin for tat , tat ave cum to gradually disappear , we then start to question ourself , infact we question dem even more...u noe?its like how can sumtin wich isnt even close to bein a privilege therfore makin us feel extremely lucky, dat wen we start to wonder as to why its gone became sumtin dat had indeed taken for granted
hows dat possible, sumtin dat was indeed so close to u and den gradually disappear and in the end claimed and make a stand bout sumtin dat was not even urs for starters and indeed u ave been oblivious to all dat was done for u ....and folly enuf to presume dat it was already urs
if u ask me....tings couldnt b more complicated aite?sumtime resortin to just disregard all of this, wouldnt dat make u more content of this ridiculous situation den it is to fret all bout it....derfore makin ppl regard dat u ave obviously overlooked this ave indeed been a blessin for u.....
bt strange if u ask me damon, ive not once disregard nor overlooked all dat ave been given to me certainly ive been accused of sumtin dat im nt....
bt i reckon the only aptness im lookin for .... is dat eventually they will see....forgetbout it....
i wish