Tuesday, May 17, 2005,10:02 PM
ave i decided to name u damon?
well pakcik dun ask y... my old journal was damon so forget bout it....well aside the fact im feelin rather bummed.... not onli for the fact im jz a lil affected by yest bt the usual damon i ave a million tots cloudin my impecabbly small mind.... its a no wonder ppl ave either refered to me as naive, ignorant or jz pure stupidity.....
it is true aint it wen i try to comprehend sumtin beyond my ability wich is pure preposterousness...he alwiz tell me to take tings one at a time... nevertheless... its more frustrating to be in a position wen ur reprimanded for a certain action and feelin all shit and all aite onli to realise dat wen u do talk bout dis ...instead of sayin sumtin to at least acknowledge his presence during the act caught red handed... he single handed ly jz agree wif em instead... wot kinda irony and insult is dis?
and den u cum to a poitn whereby there jz tings dat are within reach yet so far away and tings dat u tink are within ur reach welll whadya noe... they are rite there for u to jz grab them aite?
i hope dat my dreams of him cum true sum dae.....
queer dat u can be missin and adorin sumone so much yet at the same bear so much frustration against him?
hmm another kinda paradox of life not worth tinkin since trust me ... its jz purely infinity and leads u nowhere
er@in