Tuesday, April 03, 2007,5:38 PM
overloomin stress my new bed i bought five months ago was infested with bed bugs .... as of now i feel like strangling my own neck.... my sweetheart is off for another of his reservist trip to taiwan ...avent seen him in the lasat 9 days and wont be seeing him for another ten days... if dat couldnt be more excruciating eh..... these bugs are crawling and making a wonderful niche in my room and multiplyin like nobody biz.... not enjoying this term break at all.... it was supposed to be a quiet break for me ..so i can spend my afternoon lazyin on my bed watchin DVDs and readin those books ive been putting off for quite a while......but with all these drama... i barely step into my own room infact sleepin in it isnt close to it ..... need a pest buster and bust out these infested bugs bfore paranoia gets to me and i go on bitching at the furniture company ( well ive done dat already, if u ask me) but im still upset and unhappy..... obviously not their fault if mine was one of the defective ones...but i reckon it is their sole responsibility to ensure the quality of their product ..... and with them puttin off to remove the blardy bed from day to day ... drove me to insanity with madness.... i reckon that poor guy jz had to bear it and quietly relent... i mean cmon ... its not a broken part on the freakin ting... it was practically breeding pests tat are nw being passed to my room ... i ave every rite to be upset n feel like suing their ass off!
Wednesday, March 21, 2007,10:20 PM
i find this to be rather disturbing, if u ask me, writin an essay have become a chore instead....i used to write hassle - free , words flowing out nowhere and pen them down with no problems wotsoever... yet, now, im tryin to gripe for the better and proper werd , getting all vexed up fr no reasons.... all the creative juices seems to run dry ..... i blame it solely on my big fat lazy bum .... or more on my blardy procrastinate-like-no-tmr idling brain.... i cum to a blank page...and i leave it blank..wondering what else can i relate from today ....wot else can be said....so instead of puttin in another 1% extra of hard werk into tinkin...i give up and presume... ohh not to werri , i'll write tmr ..... sheez .. and how i reckon i'll even cum close to doin well in my essay today.... i shld count myself lucky if i can sum up words of 250 even on the page u noe......but ere i am railing at my own actions .... yet deep deep ...even deeper down, there a tiny weeny drop of lite i called it the light of optimism....awaiting and hoping that wotever topic my dear lecturer decided to put out for today 2 hours paper...let it be sumthing i can safely say ..ive done dat .. and not merely rambling over sumting that i dun noe nutin about ... hell if i do tat ... its like swimmin in a sea of sharks mayne...not safe at all...but im certain ( or more of hopin), i'll be fine...well tats wot i tell myself constantlywish me luck!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007,11:50 PM
u noe wot dame. sumtimes i reckon instead of questionin and tryin to find some solid reasons to justify any of these and even denial itself would prove to be infuriating at the end of the day... so in all these years i been smart enough to ignore the Obvious questions and jz leave them lingering with their own thots and pursue for wotever conclusion they choose to make... if u ask me... im tellin u .. i cldnt care less
u jz cldnt help it dame.... no matter hw teeny weeny small a community might be .. there ought to be at least one who lives their daily life pursuing instead of other personal life ... if they tink they have a life by doin wotever they are doin ... i suggest they retink ...
i had my fair share of cant-avoid-qns-but-have-to-be-respectful-towards-elders. 5 years ago ..they would ask if im attached and if i wasnt God forbids (for them), they would wonder relentlessly how so ....then two years ago ... another major issue struck this annoyin ppl, wen u tink ur gonna settle down hehehe and settled down , i did.... and now.... now...now.....u reckon u mite be pregnant?... they gotta stop it dame...not onli are they tryin to trip the very last nerve i ave....they jz gotta leave me be....
on a happy note.....im enjoyin skool(though im dreadfully tired)and i miss my sweetheart!
its been a while and i miss writing :)
Monday, December 04, 2006,6:16 PM
When I first held you
I was cold
A melting snowman I was told
But there was no-one there to hold
Before I swore that I would be alone forever more
Wow, look at you now
Flowers in the window
Its such a lovely day
And Im glad that you feel the same
cos to stand up Im in the crowd
You are one in a million
And I love you so lets watch the flowers grow
There is no reason to feel bad
But there are many seasons to feel glad,
sad,
mad
Its just a bunch of feelings that we have to hold
But I am here to help you with the load
Wow, look at you now
Flowers in the window
Its such a lovely day
And Im glad that you feel the same
cos to stand up
Im in the crowd
You are one in a million
And I love you so
lets watch the flowers grow
So now were here and now is fine
So far away from there
And there is time, time, time
To plant new seeds and watch them grow
So therell be flowers in the window when we go
Wow, look at you now
Flowers in the window
Its such a lovely day
And Im glad that you feel the same
cos to stand up Im in the crowd
You are one in a million
And I love you so lets watch the flowers grow
You are one in a million
And I love you so
lets watch the flowers grow
marital bliss and i luv having you next to me every second of the day baby .......smiles*
Sunday, November 05, 2006,11:28 PM
heys... will be off soon so its like wot 12 or 11 days more to go .... sheez im goin insane with anxiety .... cant believe its so soon but i cant wait, excitment does brew on the inside!!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006,9:20 PM
i am aware tat the big day is gonna cum by sooner den i thot ... for starters ...dint even felt ramadhan leaving ... its a week to the festive season ... and den three weeks later ... im makin this major transition in my life .. .wich i ave to admit i am starting to anticipate and will soon make its way...lookin forward mostly to our mini trip after dat and spend quality time together ....
sheez dammy its strange aint it wen u take ur time a lil longer to adapt to the fact tat sumone dat used to be there all ur life is suddenly not....the term break dat came dint bring much rest and peace , it came and go with dread .... she left leaving numerous memories dats bound to last me a lifetime ..... issues dat takes on arounds u seems to be more intense by the day ... but its 30 more days n i reckon i can take on another 100 more rounds
Insyallah tings mite jz turn ard and werk out in the end...eh?
ps. may she rest in peace
Thursday, September 21, 2006,11:54 PM
*Listning to: Trust me - They Fray
current fave track i ave to admit jz luv this song super much .....
Looking for something I've never seen
Alone and I'm in between
The place that I'm from and the place that I'm in
A city I never been
I found a friend or should I say a foe
Said there's a few things you should know
We don't want you to see we come and we go
Here today, gone tomorrow
its been lala land at my werk place for the whole week since last friday ... aggravates with my tutoring and meetin and doing everytin i am beyond beat..... jz so exhausted mayne....need a break ... need a complete body massage ... need a good nite sleep ... cant wait for exhibition to be over and then its two week breaks for me yeay!!! and den im countin jz 5 weeks more to my big day!!
i noe ... if fast isnt the werd ... well den i wldnt noe wot it is...invitation cards are ready ... makin its way to make its round to everyone...as obvious as it is ..the whole country is invited *bluek
im cranky, tired, all i need is my comfort .. my pillow...my dearie:P
ave a good weekend peeps